There's somebody in my life who doesn't love me. Someone who's supposed to love me. Even when I'm unlovable. Whose supposed to think I'm beautiful, even if the world thinks I'm not. Whose supposed to be proud, even if there's not so much to be proud of. But she never will. Maybe if I were skinnier and with better hair. Maybe if I wore pink more and wanted to be a cheerleader. Maybe if I went on dates more often or made a lot of money.
Am I really that unlovable? I must be.
I will never be enough. Never. And I have to give up the dream that I ever will.
I miss my Daddy. . .
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